I Want You to be Happy

I want you to be happy
So don’t worry about me
I should bottle up my feelings
As I battle with my insanity

I admit that you were special
‘Cause of when and where we met
I wondered if you were the one
But if you aren’t, just forget it

I don’t want to hold onto you
If you don’t want to be mine
But I’ll still pray about you
As we move on with our lives

I’ve accepted the harsh reality
That no one will want to date me
‘Cause if I read my own blog
I’d also kinda intimidate me

Lately I have been working on
My relationship with God
But when I listen to my heart
Sometimes you come up

It’s not the idea of you
It's how you made me feel
While I was wondering
What on earth is real

I’m feeling the emotion of you
But eventually I’ll let you go
If you still want to be friends
I hope we can take this slow

I need God to be my peace
And the center of my life
But there’s a special reason
Why He brought you into mine
@sabaitide