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I think I already knew
That you loved me That's why we're just friends But when you actually Told me you love me Now you're a maybe I didn't know might be And I wasn't prepared for This to be anything more Than what this isn't even is And maybe we could Finally be something Now that you told me That you love me Which I already knew But wasn't prepared for Because we're just friends @sabaitide
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I think I've got a lot going on
And a bright future ahead But lately it's dawned on me To make realistic life plans Not just the month-to-month Where I'm barely getting by In what's become a routine For my quiet small town life Maybe one day I can leave Or try and fall in love again You'll think I have a crush but I'm having way too much fun Too much fun being myself, like I cannot handle how much fun I am having, ah, but then I think How and why am I the last one? Why am I the only single person Left in my family? And when did This happen or sneak up on me? Even my little sister has a s/o And so do all of my old friends Who are getting ready or married While I sit here in all the fun I'm having Wondering what on earth am I doing? Why hasn't any relationship worked? And is it something wrong with me? Am I too crazy? Not cute enough? Did my ex start a rumor about me? Sometimes I'm brutally single And I'll overthink everything But I don't even want think About my nonexistent love life Why I haven't found the one? Sometimes it gets to me, but Then I'll forget and overthink Those life plans I don't have yet @sabaitide When time will tell or come to pass
When life goes on what will last? When trials test my faith I’ll ask Does God have something better planned? When hard times come it’s He who’ll bless He makes creation from my mess He loves me when I’m not my best ‘Cause God’s planned something more than this @sabaitide It's that time of year again
To decorate our homes To cook our family meals To get our shopping done And to give and receive gifts But when you unwrap your box Will you hope for toys or treats? Or the trendiest material things That you saw advertised on IG On your personalized newsfeed? We're more connected than ever Why not use it for a good cause? Because right now, somewhere Around the world there is a family In need of some disaster relief Due to conflicts, climate change, and Circumstances beyond our control And one day I hope that family will Receive a gift like yours, and in it, Will be shelter @sabaitide There's nothing quite like
A California winter The kind of season that Is as hot and cold as me It can bring rain and fire Or sunshine for miles But regardless of all The possible surprises God never fails To paint the sky everyday What beauty to behold And photos to capture With skies of a spectrum And oceans of reflection That is why winter sunsets In California are my favorite color @sabaitide |
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