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I Want You to be Happy

11/1/2021

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I want you to be happy
So don’t worry about me
I should bottle up my feelings
As I battle with my insanity

I admit that you were special
‘Cause of when and where we met
I wondered if you were the one
But if you aren’t, just forget it

I don’t want to hold onto you
If you don’t want to be mine
But I’ll still pray about you
As we move on with our lives

I’ve accepted the harsh reality
That no one will want to date me
‘Cause if I read my own blog
I’d also kinda intimidate me

Lately I have been working on
My relationship with God
But when I listen to my heart
Sometimes you come up

It’s not the idea of you
It's how you made me feel
While I was wondering
What on earth is real

I’m feeling the emotion of you
But eventually I’ll let you go
If you still want to be friends
I hope we can take this slow

I need God to be my peace
And the center of my life
But there’s a special reason
Why He brought you into mine
@sabaitide
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Starcrossed

11/1/2021

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I've had a few
Random thoughts
Like stars that I'll
Connect the dots

The thought of you
Comes up a lot
So I'm not sure
What's real or not

The way I feel
Is not your fault
But to me you
Meant a lot

And now my heart
is what you haunt
Unless I'm also
What you want

This is why we
Don't talk much
Starcrossed to meet
But maybe not

Unless you can
Prove me wrong
And we can try
To move the stars
@sabaitide
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I am No One

11/1/2021

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Sometimes I feel awkward
And no one cares how I feel
No one cares if I’m awkward
And that’s how I feel

Sometimes I feel inadequate
And no one cares how I feel
No one cares if I’m inadequate
And that’s how I feel

Sometimes I feel insignificant
And no one cares how I feel
No one cares if I’m insignificant
And that’s how I feel

Sometimes I care how no one feels
Sometimes no one feels that I care

Sometimes I feel that no one cares
Sometimes no one cares that I feel
@sabaitide
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Save it for Therapy

11/1/2021

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With all positive affirmations put aside
I think there’s something weird with me
I should bottle my weirdness up inside
And just save all this weird for therapy

Maybe I shouldn’t express myself
‘Cause now you all know I’m weird
Weirder than how weird I thought I was
Now on the spectrum I’m way too weird
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I’m so sorry if you have been affected
By the weirdness of my mental health
This is the most weird that I’ve ever been
And should probably keep this to myself
@sabaitide
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