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I want you to be happy
So don’t worry about me I should bottle up my feelings As I battle with my insanity I admit that you were special ‘Cause of when and where we met I wondered if you were the one But if you aren’t, just forget it I don’t want to hold onto you If you don’t want to be mine But I’ll still pray about you As we move on with our lives I’ve accepted the harsh reality That no one will want to date me ‘Cause if I read my own blog I’d also kinda intimidate me Lately I have been working on My relationship with God But when I listen to my heart Sometimes you come up It’s not the idea of you It's how you made me feel While I was wondering What on earth is real I’m feeling the emotion of you But eventually I’ll let you go If you still want to be friends I hope we can take this slow I need God to be my peace And the center of my life But there’s a special reason Why He brought you into mine @sabaitide
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Random thoughts Like stars that I'll Connect the dots The thought of you Comes up a lot So I'm not sure What's real or not The way I feel Is not your fault But to me you Meant a lot And now my heart is what you haunt Unless I'm also What you want This is why we Don't talk much Starcrossed to meet But maybe not Unless you can Prove me wrong And we can try To move the stars @sabaitide Sometimes I feel awkward
And no one cares how I feel No one cares if I’m awkward And that’s how I feel Sometimes I feel inadequate And no one cares how I feel No one cares if I’m inadequate And that’s how I feel Sometimes I feel insignificant And no one cares how I feel No one cares if I’m insignificant And that’s how I feel Sometimes I care how no one feels Sometimes no one feels that I care Sometimes I feel that no one cares Sometimes no one cares that I feel @sabaitide With all positive affirmations put aside
I think there’s something weird with me I should bottle my weirdness up inside And just save all this weird for therapy Maybe I shouldn’t express myself ‘Cause now you all know I’m weird Weirder than how weird I thought I was Now on the spectrum I’m way too weird I’m so sorry if you have been affected By the weirdness of my mental health This is the most weird that I’ve ever been And should probably keep this to myself @sabaitide |
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