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Sound of waves crashing
But I’m crash landed Stranded on an island Gonna make it my land Taking back my mind and Gonna rewrite it ‘cause I Lost a few years when Expression was my fear Now it kinda feels weird To say how I used to feel In words that I can hear So that I can finally heal From the pain I concealed And forgot about until I appeared way over here On an island by myself Nothing went as planned Over back on main land Lost it all and got it back Not the same life that I had But I started over again No specific goal or plan I lost hope in what I can Achieve or accomplish When I ended right back Where all of this began Living with my parents Who can’t even pretend To be a little interested in My life unless it’s to tell Me to get a job with insurance Then back to silent treatment Imagine how hard it was To really express yourself Feeling stuck like this And can’t even admit The hurt from the years And can't pinpoint it yet Without words to say it ‘Cause if you bring it up You’ll just get shut down And if you deal with it Now it’s all your fault That’s how I felt for years Emotionally impaired How can I write or paint Or really grow in any way While maintaining face I was done feeling like this Hiding my emotions and Going through the motions I’m meant to do something much more than this Stuck here wanting to be Part of your world, I guess So one day I just left and I took a little swim Drifting on a whim Through my hopes and fears And emotions from the years Bottled up to find here Like hey, remember this? Oh, how could I forget? Well actually, I did for a bit SOS please send help @sabaitide
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Call me up on my Magic Conch And save me from this spell Selling shells ain’t enough To get me out of.. Hello Operator? Please give me number 9 I’m tired of this bullshit And pretending that I’m fine Verse Travelling through time and space Please take me to a world aways I’m drowning in the seas below And dreaming of the skies above Calling in on my Magic Conch Hoping that I can talk to God To ask for help here on earth Please be the voice of reason But the line’s busy, I gotta hold Just have faith is what I’m told Chorus Call me up on my Magic Conch And save me from this spell Selling shells ain’t enough To get me out of.. Hello Operator? Please give me number 9 I’m tired of this bullshit And pretending that I’m fine Verse Hold it up, Hold it up Please don’t hang up I’m not giving up just yet Magic Conch, just say it There’s more to this than meets the eye And I hope to know before my time ‘Cause life’s a trap it’s a big bad dream And we’re stuck calling this reality So what do I do? Where do I go? Just have faith is what I’m told Chorus Call me up on my Magic Conch And save me from this spell Selling shells ain’t enough To get me out of.. Hello Operator? Please give me number 9 I’m tired of this bullshit And pretending that I’m fine @sabaitide |
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